I always hear in church that God loves the sinners more because He feels sad for them when they stray and when they repent He feels really really happy. There's this story in the bible about the tax man who climbed a tree so Jesus would see him and how Jesus hung out with him and with all these other "sinners." (whatever, I don't know the actual title or which apostle wrote it, but at least I listened)

Anyway, I was thinking, that is really unfair, what if you have been following Jesus forever and you've never sinned and don't look down on people and stuff like that? It's not fair how he only wants the "sinners" and just say 'good for you child, you've done well' but then when some bad guy says sorry to him he'd have a feast and hug him and everything. Most of the bible stories are like that (Prodigal son) Where's the good son's party? None! because God knows you'll understand.

So if God works like that then why don't we just all be assholes and say sorry every night (just in case we die) and ta daaa forgiven. Why exert so much effort on making the world a better place, when once an asshole turns around everything is about him? (in the eyes of God) I don't understand it.