Valentine's Day

Everyone was blogging about their valentine's so I will too! yay!

The day before Dara and I thought of having a picnic for valentine's day but we thought it might rain so we decided not to. I came over to his place and we bought ingredients for soup (how hard can it be)...and he saw a rose on sale and he bought it. hahahaha. We tried cooking our meal together. It sounds sweet but it looked like it was gonna be a disaster...i think we put too much broth cubes or something... but it turned out pretty okay! yay! then we went to Lyall bay and walked. LOL "long walks on the beach" so gay. but whatevs. =) then we drove back to my house, ate some leftovers and watched a movie. the end.

low budget day... but it was all about the cuddles!! =)

I always hear in church that God loves the sinners more because He feels sad for them when they stray and when they repent He feels really really happy. There's this story in the bible about the tax man who climbed a tree so Jesus would see him and how Jesus hung out with him and with all these other "sinners." (whatever, I don't know the actual title or which apostle wrote it, but at least I listened)

Anyway, I was thinking, that is really unfair, what if you have been following Jesus forever and you've never sinned and don't look down on people and stuff like that? It's not fair how he only wants the "sinners" and just say 'good for you child, you've done well' but then when some bad guy says sorry to him he'd have a feast and hug him and everything. Most of the bible stories are like that (Prodigal son) Where's the good son's party? None! because God knows you'll understand.

So if God works like that then why don't we just all be assholes and say sorry every night (just in case we die) and ta daaa forgiven. Why exert so much effort on making the world a better place, when once an asshole turns around everything is about him? (in the eyes of God) I don't understand it.

My friend who's in Aussie now is getting married next year. Yay. I should be excited for her... but really, whenever I talk to her, which is like once in 6 months, she seems to have a new boyfriend. I mean, in the span that I'm going out with Dara, she's had 3 (or maybe 4) "serious" relationships. and then she tells me she's getting married... she just turned 21 too... This might be a divorced at 22 situation for her... We used to be pretty close in high school, but how do i tell her she might be making a mistake? she's gonna say in a bitch. hahaha. so ill just watch it play out. meyynnnn i wish i can go to her wedding.

Woot! Woot! Woot!!!

that's right! Justin Timberlake! JT y'all! Don't know how I'm gonna get there and where I'm gonna stay but I am goin! woohoo!

Anniversry! Anniversary!

Yaaay! 2 years of fun last 26th (Wednesday).

me and him. him and me.

orchids and a balloon!

** plus he gave me a slinky and roller blades! then we had dinner and went out dancing! fun! fun! fun!**

p.s. i want a digi cam now =(

9/11

well okay... it is the 13th already. but im lazy. anyway..

Six years ago, where were you? wow 6 yrs? The war's been on that long. I can't believe it. Why do people hold grudges this long? I don't blame them, I probably would hold a lifelong hatred from Iraqis and Muslims if I knew someone who died from 9/11. Anyway, I was listening to the radio 2 days ago and they were talking about 9/11, and one of the guys said, you'd always remember where you were when you found out. And I do! I remember exactly how it happened. I was in the Phils, in our house at Tahanan. Just came out from the bathroom, went to my room, turned on the TV and surprisingly it was on CNN (when the hell did I watch the news? Weird! As I read the little scrolling thing it said something like 'a 747 crashed in NY twin towers' sat on my bed with my mouth open. I even saw the second building collapse. yup. lucky me. i thought it was like a replay or something, but nope. scrolling thingy said second airplane crashed. damn. i didn't know what to do. seemed silly to call my mom at the time. I have relatives in the US but not New York. No one I can remember anyway. So, I watched for a few good hours, called my friends, and asked them if they wanted to go to Town. So yeah. I think the Tsunami had more impact on me though... I was slightly more depressed by that.

Where were you during 9/11? who cares.

I'm not crying

So, you’re leaving, aren’t you?
I knew it when you said just then when you told me you were leaving
That’s when I definitely knew
But if you’re trying to break my heart
Your plan is flawed from the start
You can’t break my heart, it’s liquid
It melted when I met you
And as you turn around to leave
Don’t’ turn back to me
Don’t turn around and see if I’m crying
I’m not crying...

well... that's in america.. it's not showing in NZ yet but it will be! Prime (channel4?) is getting it and showing it here! yay!